Rebuiling rehab alone

I got this from friend 😍

Get pills to home, they dont give diapams home is the delirium. Put aspirin, vitamis and eating drinking and this is from me write your past if have forget anything.. Loans, stealing or like me got life sitation wrong. I robed my man... He was so angry but i belived i was kidnappined but dont revenge like i did.. Leave.

Some peoples happiness is over the top, so forgive mistakes.. I stoped using but started drinking alcohol now sweating and vomiting.. Rest sometime you wake up and notice you dont suffer

Then get some juicy or coffee drink every day to buy.. Or ect. And forget. It was silly dizzy head.. :) 

Hox! wrong moms dad

He name was erkki mäkelä but not ice hockey start, i got that wrong cause i never seen he. 

6 years online

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10kk month clear mind

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The meth that made me insaine looking was first i ever tooked,  I was 14. I was idiot as kid, wanting to shine.. I really didnt trust the country but I am  alive.. not even coma feel anymore..

 

one relapse.. 10kk month without drugs 

Procrime is the name

Is the computer games name. Procrime will be game series.. Tasks to tips.. Animation and history

Will be reafy teen to young adult story.. Of criminal woman, the main charecter called Sophia..

The other mains are John, Melina, and Jay.. 

And many others.. Same world always. Many things like selling and arts making a crimes.. 

Now is the video time to act camera the sophia movements.. Later voice actors needed. And test players

 

 

 INCLUDES
MIND, psyke handeling voices and situtations
inventing and making own world..
STORYLINE is in city and other city too

ISLAND has armyplace that controls everything
I mean like peace but get cuts..
She is lookin this weird being too called SOPHIA..

SCHOOL at start tells girls many stories.

 

 

 

childhood to adult

My childhood i were let to be alone much.. I walked around and learned basic things. My parent divorsed when i was 10..

Then i got belive i was kidnappined even it was users party. I started using and stealing age 14.. Age 33 i have done crimes but nothing stupid like murder..

I raised by mom most

She has ms disease.. Brothers are lovely.. 

I used anything, but loved most energy bringing drugs like meth

My boyfriend was born 1974.. I am born 1992.. He died drugs 2022. Rip

Hox! Using drugs could be deadly

And during elementery school i didnt want friends, i was scared they do me wrong. My daily memorylane.. Spring brungs new start of life.. Ah admitting i thought it all was good for me

Game 4 storys

1 Toa building and laws of game are main.. Story.. Logic

2 And actions and missions are the crimes..

3. School and sosial start

4. Fame and drugs are one..

Scenes but country same and army and hideouts at sea.  

It starts every morning, i work making game forward become my money not one thing i beived long kidnapping, it was partying.. So living without them is the best. Then i sometimes still drink booze but dont use.. My stomac is broken and no Electricity...

Cleanning is nessasary to 4.5 bevause i want so... And diet to lose booze fat. 

Aah reliefed. 

Living life pic with lights

Normal you without out thinking... Looking.

The notes of... Forward. And lines lines of pro.

And color of everything in hit. 

Waiting change? of hellsss

 As living life of wonderer around Finland, and people talk to me like everything they know i know, has made me sosial as blind girl ( blind I mean cough medicene)

 age 4 feelings were that why world real ( not war) would make dangreous meds to people.. thats why i tryed even it is dangereuous... to safe the world :) <3 I didnt have even little brothers... I was blind almost all junior school.. see little in 5-9 grade.. I was cool and famous'' mayby, but i felt fat and ugly and not popular.. Booze made me ego to survive without looks and friends..

 But my older friends had friends and AT BEST THEY SAW, i mean they didint destroy they brains..

 

But the old mans sucked!! It was so clear they should be around children..  

 

When i go this i stoped hating and acting and started to make a life.. many mood can take your mind, and alcohol.. 

 

THe blind wonderer were stolen everyhting and left to live in streets, i had to break in own named home to sleep, cause they told me. they did me wrong.. 

but no proves much but some can get what happend with my FIANCE. 

Making right desisions

 Just cleaned my apparment, will countinue tomorrow... laundry 

There I got that everything is drifted so i have to buy things i look good and ect..

NEW CLOTHES ah, but where? in here we dont have any clothing stores so mayby in Jyväskylä..

 

 Me telling i stop using

 

But now is time to make a moving plan.. had weight now still in 112kg first it was 116kg..

 so this is possible, i had to stop eating much rarely and not drinlk booze so much..

 

and it goes right when i put in a plate and drink water and coffee.. just two cup and move more.

 And light blonde stripe on hair soon, i will give lot of colour of gifts to celebrite summer coming to my daughter... she loves horses.

 

My goals are on my wall.. make a money.. now this way.

I courange you to make your thoughts on paper, it could create much entertainment or arts, and fixes unhappiness and you notice you falses 

 

1. SONGS

2. FASHION

3. CHARITY COMPANY

4.MENTAL RECOVERY

5. COMPUTER GAME 

 6. ''TV'' channel online plus radio fm.

MEDIA goes forward making a own page because i made a rule breaking thing on meta pages.. but so, I will shine otherwise, on own page. 

 

 

This was the day i stoped using

Now i been without drugs 9 months<3

Friends was insp of first orders..

My friends who are amazing people

Were here exmple with they lighter skin.. Crazy good produts found from stores with cute clothes

Bikinis most and skin produts :) never heard better start than get ready to go france with my money

But now recoverd from substences and booze.. I will buy home from Finland too probly best..

Loving to do music in future amyway elsewhere