this sucks but.. forward

Prison call randoms In my life..

Like drugging womans and beating womans. 

And the one how just drived on top me..

### räyh

Stoping drinking booze In jyväskylä hospital section. 

And my identety number stoler.. Is just almost Prison use account and get apparments. But the other girls dont Care if I Care, they dont. 

Justice! 8 years.

Starts saving mode is now smart 200e months... To time of the legal system goes max 2 years.. But I forgive. 

So I just start business without loan. Making products.. Of Health, Mind and beauty. 

And story of Mind is so same as computer game I Will not do it.. 

Or go school in

Engneering. 

Or world Ect. But I Will need money To raise my daughter.. So what is 20.000e when You have To give 1/3 salary To pay it... 

No fashion either... I got tired.. Or Art.. Mayby selling. Ads. Or acting.. Or bars.. 

Or mayby later. 

I have raise me as age 16... From 0.. It was hilliourious.. 

Trauma behiviourl and money wants.. Cause have To.. The "survival" life sucks.. So let do life system. 

Food To soup everything perfect. And Mind.. Do with You anyting You want 

And right morals. And admit your mistakes. 

And investigate businesses of Others In entertainment online and stores.

After sober I learning first To Cook, lose weight.. 

And be alone.. Then travel. And raise a Child.

Tired cutting... All feeling inside writed

Me and childs father..

Are poor and seprete now, I was starving and belives too wrong...

 

Is just cute,  the girls fine even I have blood desise. Been always... Father read me right and I Will send cards... 

Everything is fine In life... 

So if money is down if food.

- the thing was sex and sanity..

Rightness and saving people

Even we know eact other.. I not criminal.

I didnt see when ask To buy drugs. Be sure I bought. And used cause they asked To try Or be me

Act. My head. Drugged To walk kankitie 9 when outside of palokka and again from safehome for couple fights.. 

Somebody rented kankitie 9 c 17 and I escaped To this Child thing

To fix that... It was past mayby? I BEEN perfwct crimes kidna but I was kidnapped loong they let me be awake... 

You show In birthroom.. Father.. Ennen with hat

My past belives partys are kidnapping

That I have To.. Everything that I did. 

PAST directions on 5 way.. in games

 I direction game already second version.

 

Now is time to details and do version facts right. colors to choose to all in end..

 

Basic test game... how it plays going to make with unity or some same..

 Cheer up = was in my mind to make first load to world meds..

 

The base you can sell and take tasks.. and see animation cretions with music.. many task, and the story is in a world showing and story makes about.. 

 

4-5 games  and apps ect. already at games. I am not knowing how much i make merds.. but in new ways to sell things will be the point. 

That why..

I now cant dauhter home with me, is my own Kids actions but I Will good.. And loves, stop being criminals... Probly.. 

Had weird unpassion feels In body good that I notice how weak I am.. 

But otherwise really poor and sad is not good for anybody.. Insanily sad and weak.. Makes anger and skitsofrenia too. 

#past of mine

1996 I drinked cough medicen, that tooked me To a trip.. 

It lasted 8 years.. I Dont now what was happening.. Exept lights and Dreams. 

alive

14 I started trying drugs, alcohol and robbed Mother age 11.. 

16 I almost made a drug selling business for living outside In city of Finland. I runed away often from school home and learned To kill In defend..

I was kidnapped and Lear To win In situtations, steal a car and be on bottom In homeless street.  

I have used weird effect drugs but I love ones that give energy most. 

And throw up good feeling.

I love using needels and cars music and games like In playstation Ect. 

I admired More thinner body than me and didnt eat much at all.. 

Alcohol.. I didnt I now gain weight with it.

I Had weird belives how Police works To caughts me

I love pokeri and booze.. And I made business To help People get Jobs and legal way To makeita drugs on sell coming.. Living it. Loving it. 

I BEEN fun To diary write and this way keep me sane and learn More about me.

I feel I am age 16 normality

Personality reading from my Mind for fun I Will do later

 I Will tell how my playtime as Child went normal

I started reading Water change, Colors and making smells and colour mixes. 

Thinking came fun. And eating candy and soda. Later I started getting clothes and making me videos.

Pizza orderd and Ade stupid little things.. As stole booze from stores.

This age of 27 To 31. It made me adult. 

18 I felt when I got my Child 2023.

As school I learned To understand english, write, watch news, made a company... Walking daily. 

Hygiene, routines, music

Bought things.. Wants better. 

Understanding that life is making life. 

I learned cv and jobs rules..

Learning To let go and countinue life is the point. Here is all I remember.. Exept my Dreams and names.. So little

Dont use illegal stuff.. It could Kill you. 

My Diet (starts at monday)

Salad with feta and mushrooms

Pineapple dizes

Or

Sushi

Or

Small dark pasta cup with paprika and oil. 

Ect. 

4-6 piece of cheese

2 cups of Coffee at time 2 pm. 

Water with lemon.

Juice if needed To alcohol desires at start.

Gym goals To summer 3 months

moving goals To win myself Will be run 10km 

In 3 months.. First lose weight and get gym member ship.. Good that Multia has one close.

500m 1 km 2 km and the 3km In 3 weeks startti the 4 and To 7...

The attemp times 2 times and train stamina and psyke.. Big weight now so Hard and been drinkin wine long. And no drugs :)

Drugger maker

https://yle.fi/a/74-20140074 

 https://www.minilex.fi/a/rikoslaki-ja-ensikertalainen

- fixus, is time to say good bye. 

The power of me too..

 

 the runing away from law? hah think even you love the world you made fear that it ends ;) and givi it best cases somebody else.. living a box is not fun.. or inside of your head. And nobody gives up.. get to they belives ect. messed uped. CRIME LAWS..? But my game has that too, and so much more.. in online and offline version too it more store and the base.

the traumas are over and is time to dive back in life, i feel my hope.

Everything will be fime in life too.. I was losing hope cause weakness almost not eating long but now i am baack and learned too much fun whatever is bad too... feeling already like adult over youth.. Do what you want so will have life to remember.

 

Every unsolved thing seem not now like army job to handle, or something like hike a hills drunk..

the hooks are going away and is time to have fun buy foods and learn to cook.. others than diets and wine.

Being a mother and Viivi.

 

electirics are out and being without phone working since octomber had made saner worker and inventing things but is better not works sitting on bed.. 

 

My hair is short mess and nails ugly..

and teeths and weight like tortures still so health makeover, going dentist and moving learning..

 afterwards I will write little notebook looking books to fix life, body and mind.. and feelings controlings wanting and makeover bueaty and weight makeover videos  

and getting of needels using and strong drugs and how it was.. and childhood past beheviourl games to adults.. 

Desided, working in Finland and home from south europe too. there goes money and living.. so happy even, why need party cause it is all happend already.. or once a half year ;)

Lovely making of skin products and drinks to market of my own and tv channel online for free.. with music and ads and influencers and worlds looks..  

HAVE now those oracle love cards that made me fantasice romances and love, rest of life feeeling.

Will tape you some unpackings of stores of modeling things... i hope the maintence stuff for face is quilty and tops and bags.. 

The 85kilos... to 110kg..

80kg

115kg

85kg

 

 

https://www.tiktok.com/@viivie92?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc

 my tictok now.

LOANS and home to SHINE !!

 I been about 8 months that i have been right 

 

I owe money and i gaing muuuuch weight.. but in same time i been making my mind and life right.

I dont use anymore drugs and getting alcohol is for food, and cleaning is as nessasary that going to shower.. sanity and claen is the start of home

 

The i will start saving some money, and paying my about 800e debth to friends and 55.000e debth to country and electric almost out. 

Everything just need a plan

 

YOU go and pay the first 200e just it will be good start and making my attempt make money,

and when sickness time ends, i will try to get a job as helper and learner, i hope store or church take me

to get rent and 600e to loan shortings and food ect.

 

Is not like i will be able at this month ready to work.

 again new stores in IG: eviivireini

 like livise and aslook ect... google and find... i will give you codes that gives you almost alll off the products.

 

so i can make this game thing in motion and start the logical way to play the story... and make online page for my company and accounts and ect. plans to year I get out of debth i will start making money as company owner.. that publish tv channel online and sell products from store (ADS) and blog and VLOG; that i been praticed in here that tells my life in worker, mother and woman.

Plus passive, like e-prints to books... and computer games and apps.. music to meds.... i will be in time i hope in 2027 without debths. 

 

 

 Great example to clean and goal making..

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iP0Evgr2Z78