It lasted 8 years.. I Dont now what was happening.. Exept lights and Dreams.
14 I started trying drugs, alcohol and robbed Mother age 11..
16 I almost made a drug selling business for living outside In city of Finland. I runed away often from school home and learned To kill In defend..
I was kidnapped and Lear To win In situtations, steal a car and be on bottom In homeless street.
I have used weird effect drugs but I love ones that give energy most.
And throw up good feeling.
I love using needels and cars music and games like In playstation Ect.
I admired More thinner body than me and didnt eat much at all..
Alcohol.. I didnt I now gain weight with it.
I Had weird belives how Police works To caughts me
I love pokeri and booze.. And I made business To help People get Jobs and legal way To makeita drugs on sell coming.. Living it. Loving it.
I BEEN fun To diary write and this way keep me sane and learn More about me.
I feel I am age 16 normality
Personality reading from my Mind for fun I Will do later
I Will tell how my playtime as Child went normal
I started reading Water change, Colors and making smells and colour mixes.
Thinking came fun. And eating candy and soda. Later I started getting clothes and making me videos.
Pizza orderd and Ade stupid little things.. As stole booze from stores.
This age of 27 To 31. It made me adult.
18 I felt when I got my Child 2023.
As school I learned To understand english, write, watch news, made a company... Walking daily.
Hygiene, routines, music
Bought things.. Wants better.
Understanding that life is making life.
I learned cv and jobs rules..
Learning To let go and countinue life is the point. Here is all I remember.. Exept my Dreams and names.. So little
Dont use illegal stuff.. It could Kill you.
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