CD tracks of cd torment from Viivi Reini

 1. Valtiokidutus (bodytrap)

2. oma kuri

3. easilymind

4. seksi

5. Sinä olet/raaka versio

6. forgine 

7. path kill

8. DICTARIC raket

9. Rahatappelu

 

 

 

I need fraking 15e to get my money.. :(

 

 

 

They need the bank statements

 

 

KELA<33 :)) 

 

 

 

 

 

9/11 trauma is the childhood reason

I remember i saw it alone 8 years old.

People jumping.. It broke my heart.. It was too much. I just was scared i die too.. And i was lone. I got memory loss and it continued years... Indidnt see even well i gave up easy everything in school..

But gym helps now and ibhope i learn to talk people and lose child fat.. 

And skitsofrenia is over. Nobody kidnapped me.. It was a party but with strangers.

I hope everything is going to me solved and cured with me. 

Tomorrow mom comes clean my home with me.

Writing helped years to learn to care again about myself. 

Stoping being sosial looker

I cant stop now..

Loving too this alone partying times. I truly has time to cry and envolve as human. 

Music and booze is been much in my daily life but mean time i trying to get the billion euro thought to my life.

Meantime i have go to work some where.. I hope something comes up to my mind.. Sosial was life point in 2024 but it just not for rest life to hang out.

Festivals will be in summer.. I hope i get to some of them. Is carneval time but i will not go.. I always find wrong love in those old things.. Mauby to find interest that i love, not all. Being too much outside was annoing to mind 

I am swithing pizzas cheeses and beer, chocolate ect to home made little meals. Feta and muchrooms and lemon water... Plus vitamins in morning. 

I having this tan pill.. It really works, i see thw diffrence.

But now i will isolate myself in my apparment and make a 2 months some big makeover that you will beg the same for you

Or even month..

The daily diary to you.

My days starts cheaking email and drinking Coffee.. And taking vitamis and depression pills.

Then i wash my face and put lotion on. Brush my hair, and teeths and use mouthwash. Amd drink another cup of coffee and water. 

I usually go churh breakfeast wendsdays and daily in libary.. I just got bad season with mind and i was drinking much and spend my little money on booze and just greasy foods. So it is really time to me lose weight. Now 110kg before 80kg. Yes i am 171cm long so 75 is at least the goal.

I work after coffee to probly 6 to 8 hours. I see my notes and invent more money in my future like maaking a computer game now, and posting online to get ads someday, and it helps modeling, i get model asks by brands to tell fans about they shop. If they use my sale code i get money, called commissions. 

.. Biggest worries

I dont have an Electricity thats why i am in libary.. Loading phone.

I cant pay water either. But water is still warm.

I eat usually cheese and pizzas and chocolate AND most important 3 bottles of wine

I have belive that i had crappy childhood since child.. Like been drugged cause i saw only hallusinations (i have skitsofrenia)

In life together seoson i will raise and battle my way frim lies in mind to this reality.. First was to get is true that i have skitsofrenia and belive the past wasnt like that i belived. I have meds for that too and to psykosis... Writing daily helps to get truth of own mind and life.

Now i am on feelings. Emotinaly it was exausting amd painful to body.. I slept and woke up 3 am to work. Lighted candles to see cause  no Electricity. In school i didnt know i was there.. Learning as adult is awful feeling being stupid even i can guess what things mean or logic of world to games

Even i ever heard them before. I was so in my world i didnt hear words or peopme around me

I didnt move me so nobody would get hurt if i am Sophia De luca.. The name i gave the woman in living life... It was my mind since labour.. To colors i saw looked like people. Familiar faces... More than my family faces to me.

Because i never asked or felt my body am i adult or kid.. i thought it could be true, iam contract killer from italy. 

No lies. It was happy life to be contract killer not some girl nowbody cared to take hospital or asked what is wrong. Still when i thought i could be Viivi age 11 or 14 or what ever i thought i was free the flee or go to school cause i saw for awhile in my own eye vision.. Finally some proves i am Viivi Reini. I was tooked to be some child hooker to other... They fucked when i was there.. Or made me beluve there was used condom.. All this time i belived  i was taken forcly.. Because i die or the others if i dont kill the rapers and the kidnapper - my ex🫨

In 2011.

Rebuiling rehab alone

I got this from friend 😍

Get pills to home, they dont give diapams home is the delirium. Put aspirin, vitamis and eating drinking and this is from me write your past if have forget anything.. Loans, stealing or like me got life sitation wrong. I robed my man... He was so angry but i belived i was kidnappined but dont revenge like i did.. Leave.

Some peoples happiness is over the top, so forgive mistakes.. I stoped using but started drinking alcohol now sweating and vomiting.. Rest sometime you wake up and notice you dont suffer

Then get some juicy or coffee drink every day to buy.. Or ect. And forget. It was silly dizzy head.. :) 

6 years online

https://www.reddit.com/user/ViivireiniE/comments/1st9m0q/old_blog_while_learning_english/?utm_source=post_insights&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button

childhood to adult

My childhood i were let to be alone much.. I walked around and learned basic things. My parent divorsed when i was 10..

Then i got belive i was kidnappined even it was users party. I started using and stealing age 14.. Age 33 i have done crimes but nothing stupid like murder..

I raised by mom most

She has ms disease.. Brothers are lovely.. 

I used anything, but loved most energy bringing drugs like meth

My boyfriend was born 1974.. I am born 1992.. He died drugs 2022. Rip

Hox! Using drugs could be deadly

And during elementery school i didnt want friends, i was scared they do me wrong. My daily memorylane.. Spring brungs new start of life.. Ah admitting i thought it all was good for me

Game 4 storys

1 Toa building and laws of game are main.. Story.. Logic

2 And actions and missions are the crimes..

3. School and sosial start

4. Fame and drugs are one..

Scenes but country same and army and hideouts at sea.  

It starts every morning, i work making game forward become my money not one thing i beived long kidnapping, it was partying.. So living without them is the best. Then i sometimes still drink booze but dont use.. My stomac is broken and no Electricity...

Cleanning is nessasary to 4.5 bevause i want so... And diet to lose booze fat. 

Aah reliefed. 

Living life pic with lights

Normal you without out thinking... Looking.

The notes of... Forward. And lines lines of pro.

And color of everything in hit. 

Friends was insp of first orders..

My friends who are amazing people

Were here exmple with they lighter skin.. Crazy good produts found from stores with cute clothes

Bikinis most and skin produts :) never heard better start than get ready to go france with my money

But now recoverd from substences and booze.. I will buy home from Finland too probly best..

Loving to do music in future amyway elsewhere

Blood in our body.. daddy of mine.. Pizza.

In 2.12 23... Further

I had my child, and gave her away.. Because my health. Mental and fycical.. 

I didnt see, i consuntrected wrong things, went coma like conditicion and i gave her away..

I had infections in blood, i had to take plasma blood.. Pills... 

Then happend things AGAIN

And i got addited to drugs, not trying ect just needed them to work in world.. 

2025 it ended... The life was awfuly angry.. Thank god i know it is not about me.. The drugs make awful life.. And nessessary steal as robbery from store was weird blind.

The the gas to A.. Like anything, it was deadly road. 

But know i see incredbly difftently. I had time help to end people.. And ect

.. To solve issues, the fears were some how like was baddest... In World. In Finland at least.. Weird minds

Playing in multia much poker and driked booze. 

the money To company goes..

I Will buy tree houses old but livible.. One farm.. One office, warehouses. 

And store at start.. No incomes yet but I was good not bad at telling the truth To Police So the bad guys pay.. If they dont have country pays.. 

And Make a tv and music studio.. I have contracter. 

I am serious about my helping Finland To Make own living. And Make easy To get fast money and fun.. 

Even if You are homeless.. And recover from start. 

Business is coming this year..  Production of merds own Will be after money is well To but everything To pack To premessions. 

This is my "charity" exept the ads pay up... Is the reputation.. And own inventions Make money and Others selling in modeling.

I hopeinen france exepts me as barcino but if no I Will move USA Or Paris anyway

I still love singing and acting.. Fashion Ect. 

This how boose effected.. 

I gived easyly up everything if I desided. 

The plannering

Owning money cause asked is been awful.. That is why I made a half year plan how To pay about 1800e... And eat Ect.

Because in my life I BEEN living really little money like 400 months Or Ect. 

So it takes time

I Will stay in this apparment if I can after summer.

My life change want were not In move To Paris.. Or be rich. It was the alcohol that made me see things. Belive the lies inside my head.

But from rutten To perfect is the goal but I rest still little bit without booze. 

this sucks but.. forward

Prison call randoms In my life..

Like drugging womans and beating womans. 

And the one how just drived on top me..

### räyh

Stoping drinking booze In jyväskylä hospital section. 

And my identety number stoler.. Is just almost Prison use account and get apparments. But the other girls dont Care if I Care, they dont. 

Justice! 8 years.

Starts saving mode is now smart 200e months... To time of the legal system goes max 2 years.. But I forgive. 

So I just start business without loan. Making products.. Of Health, Mind and beauty. 

And story of Mind is so same as computer game I Will not do it.. 

Or go school in

Engneering. 

Or world Ect. But I Will need money To raise my daughter.. So what is 20.000e when You have To give 1/3 salary To pay it... 

No fashion either... I got tired.. Or Art.. Mayby selling. Ads. Or acting.. Or bars.. 

Or mayby later. 

I have raise me as age 16... From 0.. It was hilliourious.. 

Trauma behiviourl and money wants.. Cause have To.. The "survival" life sucks.. So let do life system. 

Food To soup everything perfect. And Mind.. Do with You anyting You want 

And right morals. And admit your mistakes. 

And investigate businesses of Others In entertainment online and stores.

After sober I learning first To Cook, lose weight.. 

And be alone.. Then travel. And raise a Child.

Tired cutting... All feeling inside writed

Me and childs father..

Are poor and seprete now, I was starving and belives too wrong...

 

Is just cute,  the girls fine even I have blood desise. Been always... Father read me right and I Will send cards... 

Everything is fine In life... 

So if money is down if food.

- the thing was sex and sanity..

Rightness and saving people

Even we know eact other.. I not criminal.

I didnt see when ask To buy drugs. Be sure I bought. And used cause they asked To try Or be me

Act. My head. Drugged To walk kankitie 9 when outside of palokka and again from safehome for couple fights.. 

Somebody rented kankitie 9 c 17 and I escaped To this Child thing

To fix that... It was past mayby? I BEEN perfwct crimes kidna but I was kidnapped loong they let me be awake... 

You show In birthroom.. Father.. Ennen with hat

Gym goals To summer 3 months

moving goals To win myself Will be run 10km 

In 3 months.. First lose weight and get gym member ship.. Good that Multia has one close.

500m 1 km 2 km and the 3km In 3 weeks startti the 4 and To 7...

The attemp times 2 times and train stamina and psyke.. Big weight now so Hard and been drinkin wine long. And no drugs :)

Drugger maker

https://yle.fi/a/74-20140074 

 https://www.minilex.fi/a/rikoslaki-ja-ensikertalainen

- fixus, is time to say good bye. 

The power of me too..

 

 the runing away from law? hah think even you love the world you made fear that it ends ;) and givi it best cases somebody else.. living a box is not fun.. or inside of your head. And nobody gives up.. get to they belives ect. messed uped. CRIME LAWS..? But my game has that too, and so much more.. in online and offline version too it more store and the base.

the traumas are over and is time to dive back in life, i feel my hope.

Everything will be fime in life too.. I was losing hope cause weakness almost not eating long but now i am baack and learned too much fun whatever is bad too... feeling already like adult over youth.. Do what you want so will have life to remember.

 

Every unsolved thing seem not now like army job to handle, or something like hike a hills drunk..

the hooks are going away and is time to have fun buy foods and learn to cook.. others than diets and wine.

Being a mother and Viivi.

 

electirics are out and being without phone working since octomber had made saner worker and inventing things but is better not works sitting on bed.. 

 

My hair is short mess and nails ugly..

and teeths and weight like tortures still so health makeover, going dentist and moving learning..

 afterwards I will write little notebook looking books to fix life, body and mind.. and feelings controlings wanting and makeover bueaty and weight makeover videos  

and getting of needels using and strong drugs and how it was.. and childhood past beheviourl games to adults.. 

Desided, working in Finland and home from south europe too. there goes money and living.. so happy even, why need party cause it is all happend already.. or once a half year ;)

Lovely making of skin products and drinks to market of my own and tv channel online for free.. with music and ads and influencers and worlds looks..  

HAVE now those oracle love cards that made me fantasice romances and love, rest of life feeeling.

Will tape you some unpackings of stores of modeling things... i hope the maintence stuff for face is quilty and tops and bags.. 

The 85kilos... to 110kg..

80kg

115kg

85kg

 

 

https://www.tiktok.com/@viivie92?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc

 my tictok now.