DRAWING

I am reallly bad drawer I hope some machine already know how to draw.

I need to invent 100 people about in the game with the main charecters

it takes lot of time, to try to be good game maker, sell and satisfy 

 

 But it will be worth it.

Stoping being sosial looker

I cant stop now..

Loving too this alone partying times. I truly has time to cry and envolve as human. 

Music and booze is been much in my daily life but mean time i trying to get the billion euro thought to my life.

Meantime i have go to work some where.. I hope something comes up to my mind.. Sosial was life point in 2024 but it just not for rest life to hang out.

Festivals will be in summer.. I hope i get to some of them. Is carneval time but i will not go.. I always find wrong love in those old things.. Mauby to find interest that i love, not all. Being too much outside was annoing to mind 

I am swithing pizzas cheeses and beer, chocolate ect to home made little meals. Feta and muchrooms and lemon water... Plus vitamins in morning. 

I having this tan pill.. It really works, i see thw diffrence.

But now i will isolate myself in my apparment and make a 2 months some big makeover that you will beg the same for you

Or even month..

Viivi Reini back as her

Stoping drugs and drinking was the best thing ever, but now i am bored but still going to live in little Village in Finland at least to August.

My psyke is much better thanks to meds and eating food. Shopping will cheer me up.. And seeing my dauhter in a city. 

Thanks for supporting me as reader now is time to stop this and just work and make life better and better! 

Bye😍😢 

And some working.  

Viivi Reini vlogs

only was learning to talk. Then learn english.. And now reading books other then the base english meanings of words ect. Learning to walk.. Learning eat, poo and eat. Get money

Stop drugs.. 

Btw i was saving other lifes on belive i could be contract killer been in 1990 and shot then woke up to be Viivi Reini Who is kimled by her parents after rapes

The daily diary to you.

My days starts cheaking email and drinking Coffee.. And taking vitamis and depression pills.

Then i wash my face and put lotion on. Brush my hair, and teeths and use mouthwash. Amd drink another cup of coffee and water. 

I usually go churh breakfeast wendsdays and daily in libary.. I just got bad season with mind and i was drinking much and spend my little money on booze and just greasy foods. So it is really time to me lose weight. Now 110kg before 80kg. Yes i am 171cm long so 75 is at least the goal.

I work after coffee to probly 6 to 8 hours. I see my notes and invent more money in my future like maaking a computer game now, and posting online to get ads someday, and it helps modeling, i get model asks by brands to tell fans about they shop. If they use my sale code i get money, called commissions. 

.. Biggest worries

I dont have an Electricity thats why i am in libary.. Loading phone.

I cant pay water either. But water is still warm.

I eat usually cheese and pizzas and chocolate AND most important 3 bottles of wine

I have belive that i had crappy childhood since child.. Like been drugged cause i saw only hallusinations (i have skitsofrenia)

In life together seoson i will raise and battle my way frim lies in mind to this reality.. First was to get is true that i have skitsofrenia and belive the past wasnt like that i belived. I have meds for that too and to psykosis... Writing daily helps to get truth of own mind and life.

Now i am on feelings. Emotinaly it was exausting amd painful to body.. I slept and woke up 3 am to work. Lighted candles to see cause  no Electricity. In school i didnt know i was there.. Learning as adult is awful feeling being stupid even i can guess what things mean or logic of world to games

Even i ever heard them before. I was so in my world i didnt hear words or peopme around me

I didnt move me so nobody would get hurt if i am Sophia De luca.. The name i gave the woman in living life... It was my mind since labour.. To colors i saw looked like people. Familiar faces... More than my family faces to me.

Because i never asked or felt my body am i adult or kid.. i thought it could be true, iam contract killer from italy. 

No lies. It was happy life to be contract killer not some girl nowbody cared to take hospital or asked what is wrong. Still when i thought i could be Viivi age 11 or 14 or what ever i thought i was free the flee or go to school cause i saw for awhile in my own eye vision.. Finally some proves i am Viivi Reini. I was tooked to be some child hooker to other... They fucked when i was there.. Or made me beluve there was used condom.. All this time i belived  i was taken forcly.. Because i die or the others if i dont kill the rapers and the kidnapper - my ex🫨

In 2011.

Rebuiling rehab alone

I got this from friend 😍

Get pills to home, they dont give diapams home is the delirium. Put aspirin, vitamis and eating drinking and this is from me write your past if have forget anything.. Loans, stealing or like me got life sitation wrong. I robed my man... He was so angry but i belived i was kidnappined but dont revenge like i did.. Leave.

Some peoples happiness is over the top, so forgive mistakes.. I stoped using but started drinking alcohol now sweating and vomiting.. Rest sometime you wake up and notice you dont suffer

Then get some juicy or coffee drink every day to buy.. Or ect. And forget. It was silly dizzy head.. :) 

Hox! wrong moms dad

He name was erkki mäkelä but not ice hockey start, i got that wrong cause i never seen he. 

6 years online

https://www.reddit.com/user/ViivireiniE/comments/1st9m0q/old_blog_while_learning_english/?utm_source=post_insights&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button

10kk month clear mind

https://www.reddit.com/r/mina_irl/comments/1sq6f8w/minäirl/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button 

 

The meth that made me insaine looking was first i ever tooked,  I was 14. I was idiot as kid, wanting to shine.. I really didnt trust the country but I am  alive.. not even coma feel anymore..

 

one relapse.. 10kk month without drugs 

Procrime is the name

Is the computer games name. Procrime will be game series.. Tasks to tips.. Animation and history

Will be reafy teen to young adult story.. Of criminal woman, the main charecter called Sophia..

The other mains are John, Melina, and Jay.. 

And many others.. Same world always. Many things like selling and arts making a crimes.. 

Now is the video time to act camera the sophia movements.. Later voice actors needed. And test players

 

 

 INCLUDES
MIND, psyke handeling voices and situtations
inventing and making own world..
STORYLINE is in city and other city too

ISLAND has armyplace that controls everything
I mean like peace but get cuts..
She is lookin this weird being too called SOPHIA..

SCHOOL at start tells girls many stories.

 

 

 

childhood to adult

My childhood i were let to be alone much.. I walked around and learned basic things. My parent divorsed when i was 10..

Then i got belive i was kidnappined even it was users party. I started using and stealing age 14.. Age 33 i have done crimes but nothing stupid like murder..

I raised by mom most

She has ms disease.. Brothers are lovely.. 

I used anything, but loved most energy bringing drugs like meth

My boyfriend was born 1974.. I am born 1992.. He died drugs 2022. Rip

Hox! Using drugs could be deadly

And during elementery school i didnt want friends, i was scared they do me wrong. My daily memorylane.. Spring brungs new start of life.. Ah admitting i thought it all was good for me