New fame, new money

 I have to tell you that everything brouhgt hate of abboundent, and mothers sadness to be left by father.

 

I was mayby being stupid but everything WAS in my life because the skitsofrenia belive wasnt changed, i thought i was blind cause so sad, I was cool, not eating, subtenceses, and runed away were stealing and getting tryed to used about 100 times, to sex or money or drugs, that is why i was alone..

 

I hated it, it was disgusting. Because childhood trauma... I thought it was the truth, that is probly my skitsofrenia, other belive it was right for them., or fun.

 

Or people belive fame is sex party and drugs in sport.. weird. 

 

And the future is not sure because they dont get they victims so is better to live that annoing alone, i wasnt tryed to rape.. <3 everybody is butterly looking and full of love and good will. but if sense of not them to espace.. but after 15 years i am not paranoid.